Wow, has it really been that long??

This must be the time of year that I think about trying to fix things. I wish I knew where the inspiration comes from; how to retrieve it when it disappears like morning mist through my fingers.

I had pasta tonight for supper. No veggies, just Smart Balance, salt, pepper, and the fake cheese that comes in the Kraft macaroni and cheese box. Yuck. I eat a bowl, then when I'm done I feel like crap. Not satiated, not nourished, just like crap.

It is time for bed now, so maybe illumination will come to me in my slumber. This shouldn't be this hard, this eating like a normal person. Why do I have to make it so hard??